my heart is bleeding seriously...

i cant stop it ...

i'm always thinking of something...

something that i cant solve for this few years...

i have no answer yet...

or the answer is always in front of me...

only i don't accept it...

i have many things to say...

but only don't know who can accept me...

i'm always thinking of being a special boy in the crowd...

although i'm not special...

i'm always a foolish boy..

that can't do anything properly...

although i have hands ..legs .. eyes ..........

sometimes i just fell like i'm just a small ant in the crowd...

and always find a way to let u all see me...

i don't know why...

don't ask me why...

i just feel it...

but i can't prove it by myself...

i don't know why i always think this kind of things.

maybe is because i just have u all

and i don't want to lose it

i just love to stay close with u guys.../

i don't like to be alone...